Thursday, September 18, 2008

Day #7 no caffeine and with child

So now I have a headache and I'm pregnant. (Sounds of brakes screeching here) I took the test yesterday morning. Talk about being in complete shock. I hyperventilated in the shower and then had an anxiety attack this morning. All I could think about last night was terminating the pregnancy. Today at least I can picture having another child. I am having a lot of cramping though so who knows if it will even take.

Dana and I went over to see Melinda and Jasper yesterday, after I took the test. I was in complete shock. And then, Jasper went to hug Dana and they fell into the coffee table. She hit her lip and he hit his eye. It was scary. Fortunately they were both ok. Could I have anymore stress? Dana is keeping me fairly sane. She truly is the love of my life. Although she is still "mommy, mommy, mommy" all the time, I can't get enough of her. The smiles, the laughter, the tickles, the "buddy" (belly button), it's all just so damn cute. If our 2nd child is anything like her, we will be the luckiest parents on the planet.

Yesterday I wouldn't have said this but I hope this pregnancy is a good one.

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